My mother never tells the story like something that happened long ago. She lowers her voice. She glances toward the hallway.
The first time I understood that my mom wasn’t exaggerating wasn’t when she told me the story.
It was that night.
The same one where she stared down the hallway… without blinking.
I heard it too.
It wasn’t a loud noise.
Not a single blow.
It was something more… gentle.
A wet sound.
As if someone were walking barefoot on the floor… with soaking wet feet.
I didn’t say anything.
Because at that moment I understood something she had known for years:
When you mention his name… he comes closer.
My mom closed her eyes.
He didn’t scream.
He didn’t run.
He just took a deep breath… and murmured something I couldn’t understand.
A short sentence.
Learned.
Repeated too many times.
Then he got up.
He went to the kitchen.
And he returned with a glass of water.
It wasn’t normal water.
It smelled the same as I had described before… like herbs.
Something old.
Something you can’t buy just anywhere.
She left it on the table.
“Don’t leave here,” he told me. “No matter what happens.”
It wasn’t a warning.
It was an order.
And the worst part was… she didn’t sound scared.
She sounded tired.
As someone who had already been through it too many times.
The sound returned.
Closer.
Dragged.
Heavy.
As if something… couldn’t be held together properly.
I looked down the hallway.
Dark.
Too long.
And then I saw it.
Not complete.
Unclear.
But yes… enough.
A shadow that did not move like a shadow.
It was irregular.
As if it had no fixed shape.
And underneath…
the shine of the floor.
Wet.
A trail.
Moving towards us.
I felt my body freeze.
I couldn’t move.
I couldn’t scream.
Exactly as my mom had described it.
As if something… took control away from you.
My mom didn’t turn around.
He didn’t look at him.
He just took the glass.
And he began to pray.
Short.
But firm.
Every word seemed to carry weight.
As if he were pushing something.
Stopping something.
The sound stopped.
For a second.
And then…
a sharp blow against the wall.
Not strong.
But yes… full of intention.
As if someone had become frustrated.
As if I couldn’t move forward.
My mom then turned around.
Slowly.
His praise.
And for the first time… he faced it.
I didn’t see it all.
But I saw his reaction.
It wasn’t fear.
It was recognition.
Like when you see something you already know… but never wanted to see again.
“Not anymore,” he said.
So.
Dry.
Short.
Without shouting.
And he threw the water.
Not towards the ground.
Not into the shade.
Towards space.
As if he knew exactly where he was.
The sound that followed…
He was not human.
It was as if something broke from within.
A long groan.
Drowned.
Full of rage.
And then…
silence.
The floor began to dry.
This is it.
As if it had never been wet.
As if nothing had happened.
But my mom didn’t move.
It stayed there.
Breathing.
Waiting.
Counting seconds that I couldn’t understand.
Until finally… he lowered his arm.
And he sat down.
As if his body no longer responded.
I approached.
Trembling.
“Did he leave?” I asked.
She took a while to answer.
A lot.
Too much.
“No,” he finally said. “Just… back off.”
That word stuck with me.
Back up.
It doesn’t disappear.
It doesn’t end.
He just walks away.
Like something waiting for the right moment to return.
We didn’t sleep that night.
Not even that.
Not many later.
Because I understood it little by little.
This was not something that had happened just once.
It was something that kept happening.
Every so often.
Without warning.
No clear pattern.
But it’s always the same.
The smell first.
Then the water.
Then the steps.
And always… that feeling.
That someone was waiting.
Not outside.
Inside.
Days later, when the fear was no longer so intense but was still there, I asked him what he had never told me.
What really mattered.
—What was he?
My mom didn’t respond immediately.
He stared at his hands.
As if the answer lay there.
“I don’t know what to call him,” she said. “But he wasn’t a man when I met him… and he wasn’t one when he died either.”
I asked him to tell me the truth.
All of it.
And then… he did it.
He told me something he had never mentioned before.
Something my grandmother confessed to him years after that night.
That man didn’t choose her by chance.
He looked for her.
Even before.
From long before.
My mom had been sick when I was a child.
A high fever.
The kind that leaves you feeling caught between two sides.
My grandmother used to say that on those nights… she would talk to herself.
He answered things that no one else heard.
And that once…
He said his name.
The name of that man.
Years before I met him.
My grandmother always believed that something had stuck to her ever since.
Something that didn’t go away.
Something he had been waiting for.
And when he grew up…
He came back for her.
Not as a spirit.
Not as a memory.
But as someone of flesh and blood.
With a look.
Voice.
He gradually crept into her life.
Until he could no longer leave.
“And the wake?” I asked. “Why did he make you go?”
My mom closed her eyes.
“Because he wasn’t completely dead,” he said. “And if I didn’t confront him… he was going to keep coming in.”
That day, standing in front of the coffin, he didn’t just see it.
He felt it.
Closer than ever.
As if death… hadn’t changed anything.
And then I understood what my grandmother had tried to do that first night.
It wasn’t about expelling him.
It was… cutting it.
Break something.
A connection.
Something that was never fully resolved.
And now…
It was still open.
That night, after she told me everything, the house fell silent.
A different kind of silence.
Not empty.
But attentive.
As if something were listening too.
We didn’t talk anymore.
It wasn’t necessary.
Because it was no longer a story.
It was something that was there.
With us.
Days passed.
Then weeks.
And I learned.
To acknowledge the changes.
The heavier air.
The smell that appears for no reason.
The floor creaks… even when there’s nobody there.
I learned not to look too closely.
Do not respond.
Not to be named.
And above all…
so I wouldn’t be alone in the hallway.
Because I understood something that my mom never said directly.
But he was involved in everything.
In the way they pray.
In how he avoided certain places.
In how she always closed the door before going to sleep.
That was not a presence that came from outside.
It was something I had crossed once…
and found a way to stay.
Not complete.
Not free.
But yes… enough.
And one night, as I was turning off the kitchen light, I felt him behind me.
I didn’t see it.
I didn’t hear it.
But I knew it.
That cold certainty.
Instinctive.
If I’m not alone.
I stayed still.
I remembered everything.
The words.
The rules.
The things that are not said.
And instead of turning around…
I kept walking.
I closed the door.
I turned off the light.
And I didn’t look back.
Because I understood something simple.
Something my mom had already learned all too well.
Not everything that stays… wants to be seen.
And sometimes…
The only thing preventing it from moving forward…
Don’t let him back in.
